A wide array of feelings has flashed through my heart since I heard the call that will change my life. The first feeling is that of personal inadequacy. That feeling is intensified as I think of the incomparable power of Elders LeGrand Richards and Mark E. Petersen, whose absence we keenly sense. They were, to me, dear friends as well as esteemed leaders. Then, as I look about and see the strength of those more qualified and able than I, I truly am humbled by this calling.
Fortunately, these feelings are blanketed by feelings of faith, for I know the words of Nephi are true: “I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord giveth no commandments unto the children of men, save he shall prepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he commandeth them.” (1 Ne. 3:7.) I have implicit faith in the Lord and in His prophets. I have learned not to put question marks but to use exclamation points when calls are issued through inspired channels of priesthood government. (Russell M. Nelson, “Call to the Holy Apostleship, April General Conference 1984).
I am excited to get to know a new prophet. I have a particular affinity for President Nelson as a former stake president in the stake where I grew up. This quote is from his first talk in General Conference just after receiving his call to be an apostle. It is raw, and very personal and I recommend you find it and read it. I love the statement, “I have learned not to put question marks but to use exclamation points when calls are issued.” I certainly can learn from that sentiment as I struggle with getting callings I am not excited about either because I don’t like them or I feel inadequate to do them. This reminder has come to me from many sources lately as I struggle to be happy in callings that I don’t like very much. There is a reason for each and every call, so thank you President Nelson for the encouragement to find the exclamation point.
Meditation and Journaling Prompt: What memories, thoughts or testimonies can you share about our new prophet?